full circle.

12Oct09

like i’ve said before, i love homecoming. every. single. thing. about. it. but after my facebook convo with mr. new years the night before, i knew this year was going to be different.

my friends and i got a little bit of a late start that morning and by the time we got to the tailgate, many of the people, nye included, were there for hours. he gave me a big hug and we chatted a little bit about the concert. nothing crazy – the day was going off to a good start. 

i have to be completely honest – we talked a lot. like had real conversation. it was nice. i found myself thinking, “hell yeah we can be friends.” but then nye got creepy again. in a nutshell, he basically told me he facebook stalks me, tried to cover it up, and then repeated a facebook status i had almost two months ago. everyone facebook stalks, myself included, but you’re not supposed to talk about it! it’s like a secret society. (that was a cruel intentions reference, losers.) 

well speaking of cruel intentions, i may or may not have had a cruel intentions-esque situation at the end of the night. to make a long story short, the cops broke up all the tailgates and every one went different ways. i didn’t see nye for the rest of the night. so much for trying to make out with him again.

now remember how i mentioned that last year nye was trying to talk me up, but i was more interested in his friend? well, i may or may not have made out with the friend in the back seat of my car on saturday night. (i know, so high school.)

like nye, the friend (blog nickname: glacier eyes) disappeared for a while. he got the bar hours after we were there. every was starting to leave and i wasn’t sober enough to drive home yet and i already arranged to have a friend come pick me up. ge was still around so i decided to hang out with him. completely innocent, we’re friends. 

i’m not too sure how it quickly evolved from just hanging out to holding hands, but all i know is i felt like i was in college again. we walked the main road with our arms around each other and i thought, “i can’t let this go any further.” and here’s why…

one of my friends is hooking up (or has hooked up, depending who you ask) with him, too. all night she kept screaming, “where’s ge?! i want to make out with him.” she never got to see ge because he came after she was long gone. i don’t necessarily think she likes him like that, but i think she would also kick my ass if she found out what may or may not have happened in the back seat of my car.

as for my friend who was supposed to pick me up? when he texted me that he was outside the bar, i didn’t answer. i’m a really bad friend. but i’m not gonna lie, i knew i was getting some, so i didn’t care.

no one knows about this. no one will ever find out about this. it was literally just two 20-somethings having fun. call me a man, but sometimes, it’s just good to make out with someone without emotion and drop it.



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